We would have received our referral for Camilla on this date in 2011. We still miss her, love her, and wish things could have been different. Lament is as important as laughter so I’m remembering her and acknowledging loss and sadness today.
too late and too soon
Three years ago I became a mother again. At long last, we got the referral letter for our Chinese adoption. That meant it was finally time for us to be matched with a child who needed a family. We’d been waiting five long years for this email. But it came too late.
For reasons I am only beginning to understand, it was clear that with us was not the best place for this precious girl to be. She would have been somewhere between 6 months and a year old. She would have been small for her age after spending her first months in an orphanage and she’d have had dark, almond shaped eyes and shiny black hair cropped short. We would have scurried home from the airport where I’d read the email to wait for our adoption agency to send more about her. On the…
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